The Realm - An Alcoholic's Vow

I can't seem to remember
When last I was happy,
Even though at times
I feel a bit sappy.
The friends that I find
Are rarely true,
And always around me
trouble seems to brew.
Alaon and apart I thought
things might change,
That one day my life
I could rearrange.
But no, there you are
staring at me,
Can't u get the message
don't you see.
I want to be alone
left in peace,
My life to you
I did not lease.
So drop the obession with
me that you've found,
Cause forever to you
I will not be bound.
I'll Fight you until
the world stops turning,
Until my body for
you stops yearning.
My life will not always
follow that bottle,
I'll say goodbye someday
and be a role model.
My life will be better
to me I'll be true,
And then I'll no longer
come looking for you.

Written by Jennifer A. Walker